I just heard a song that reminds me of you, it made me stop and cry on the spot. I'm so sorry I wasn't there for you when you got sick, I should have been there more but I honestly never thought you wouldn't get better..I put all my faith in you being ok and i'll never forgive myself for that and I'm so sorry. I wish I had every second back to tell you how very much you meant to me, you were so awesome. I miss you, you big idiot. Izzy x